This letter is very difficult for me to write, because I am without strength to write it. It is God who holds my hand, giving me both words and strength to pick up the pencil and page and to begin writing you all that has happened.
Over ten years ago, I began this blog. I started it with the full motivation to help people and having felt led by the Lord to do so through blogging.
Technical challenges quickly got in the way and every day, when I’d stumble on a new challenge I couldn’t overcome in my new blogging adventure, I’d reach out to the Lord in His infinite grace to help me accomplish what He designed me to do.
Through His power I got through it. I learned and grew, both as an entrepreneur and as a friend to all of you, constantly being there to help you, guide you, and love you along the way in your own personal journey’s. I felt ALIVE, like my life had meaning and purpose. 💎
No longer was I the widow girl my ex-husband asked me to give up God for or he’d leave me (I didn’t give up God and he left).
No longer was I the orphan- rejected by my parents continually (who are both deceased now).
Or the girl in school everyone bullied and made fun of.
Or even the girl my own mother tried to murder! 💯
I was free and I could just be myself, God’s unique creation, dedicated and set apart to Him and for His purposes.
Things went amazingly well. This site took off very quickly and became popular in what seemed like overnight.
I helped millions of women around the world in a variety of ways and I enjoyed every minute.
Today, however, is quite a different story.
I come to you in shame and anguish, struggling to survive.
Many people over the years have copied my content, regurgitating it, and passing it off as their own. They don’t even try to hide it. This has greatly grieved my heart as I have not stolen from others, but have always done my own work that God has put me on this planet to do and I’ve been doing that for well over 27 years now.
Their copying me and underselling me has put me out of business. I face foreclosure on my home and quick eviction.
Having no family or friends to help me, I have reached out to God to help sustain my physical needs.
He had brought Kyle into my life to help me, but who only abused me, wanting this blog all for himself and when I refused to give it over to him, started attacking me greatly- deleting my work, printables, files, crashing my computer, and making my life an utter hell.
In order to save me, God then brought Ryan into my life, requiring Ryan to help me financially. He did not do it.
God then brought Noah to help me on the blog and to help me cover living expenses (giving me a loan) and he too, denied his God-given charge.
Last, God brought Rader, Hunter’s father into the mix, asking him to help me financially (to give me a loan), in order that I not reach foreclosure, but like all the rest, Rader also denied his charge by the Lord and refused.
Rader, however, went deeper and more sinister than the others. He seeks to own me as if some piece of property he can do with whatever he wants. In order to capture me, he has done very manipulative things in order to be with me romantically- yet I refuse. I see through his outer “good guy” facade into the heart of the matter- evil and sin.
–Seeing he couldn’t get me, Rader then went to his son to blackmail him. Hunter and I want to be together. We love each other and Hunter wants to come forward to tell the world the truth- that everything I’ve been saying this whole time is absolutely true. 💯 But if Hunter comes forward, or if he is with me (romantically), his father will destroy him and he has financial power over his son.
Hunter, in an attempt to get away from the clutches of his evil dad, got a job asap after his schooling was done, so that he could afford to help me financially and also so that his dad would not have power over him anymore.
But his dad persists- if Hunter comes to me or tells the world anything, Rader will annihilate him. He wants his son’s fiance. 😡 Did I mention, Rader is already married while he is trying to pursue me?! He pulled stunts and told his wife he was going to pursue me romantically and there was nothing she could do about it, just totally blatant about it with her, and of course, she left him, with good reason.
My not knowing all that (what Rader is doing to Hunter) and just seeing Hunter not take action to come forward, I ended our engagement. Hunter continues to fight his father to be able to save me and come forward and set things right.
His father will not allow this.
Because his father is doing all of these things and holding me captive, not only not helping me financially to make me suffer for not wanting to be with him romantically, he prevents the truth from coming out, further destroying God’s kingdom and all that I and God have worked on for many, many years.
In order to free me from the vice of Rader, to restore me and Hunter together, and most importantly, to save this blog- God’s treasured kingdom, God has asked me to come to YOU now for help.
I face foreclosure. I am a single mom. I have nowhere to go and no money whatsoever to even move if I am evicted (which the process for eviction has begun).
Since Rader refuses to help me financially, by giving me a loan to help me financially and keeps the truth from coming out by way of his son, I have very little income coming in from this blog.
In order to keep God’s kingdom afloat and help me financially survive so that I may continue to do as the Lord has commanded me to do, I am asking that you help.
I have worked my Father’s business for over 10 years and I don’t want to end it all and close everything down, but I just can’t afford to sustain it.
Please consider supporting my work, this ministry, in any way you possibly can. By supporting it today, you help keep the doors of the blog, courses, and shop open, as well as to break the arm of power of the wicked, Rader, over both me and Hunter.
How to support this ministry in crisis, allowing us to continue God’s kingdom work, both in person and online…
1) Share my posts to the masses to get traffic
A great freebie to share right now is my church bulletins, which are perfect for your local church. They can get them here free with discount code: YEAHIMFREE
2) Purchase things in my shop
There is a tip section in checkout, but I do pay taxes on all sales and tips.
3) Give a gift
If you just want to give a gift to help (that goes straight to bills, my mortgage, so I do not become homeless again, and operating expenses of the blog, shop, and courses), I’ve opened up a Paypal and Venmo account you can use.
👉 My Paypal is: SarahTitusMinistry@gmail.com
👉 My Venmo is: @SarahTitusMinistry
Thank you to everyone reading this!
If you do not need this blog or me anymore, I will happily shut it all down and go on my way. But if you see the value in keeping all I do alive online, God’s work, and His kingdom, please give what you can. Every penny is much appreciated. 🎁
P.s. For those who follow me, I’ve had to close down my newsletter giving freebies and my courses site (Million Dollar Shop) will be shut down due to non-payment mid-next month. I am truly sorry- I just can’t afford to sustain my the bills.
I hope to continue serving the world forever, but if this is goodbye and due to finances, I’m not able to serve you anymore, thank you so much for allowing me to serve you all these years. It has truly been my pleasure and a joy I will never forget. You are all loved, so VERY much!! 🥰
Please let me know what you’d like me to do…
